thelilpoetwhocould

In this wretched darkness You give me a spark of light. Extending your hand always in my reach Ready to bare with me and this plight. So that every time I fall into a fit of despair, I can always count on you being there with comforting hands and gentle speech reminding me of hope in sight. Thank you for keeping the vow of thick and thin Thank you for never abandoning me even though I am less now than back then I know I will be strong again because of you, my husband.

Useless, worthless, and ashamed Nothing to show; Nothing to gain. I have only myself to blame. For all my struggling, I have no strength. I will never be enough at the end of the day. I became a burden, dependent on family I'm supposed to support those who love me, But I am a weakness, because I have failed. Now I need to end this before it's too late Only by ending, can I gain control of my fate.

It's a dark thick molasses Suffocating all your senses You struggle to keep your head afloat But every movement sinks you further Energy and time is waste on panic You struggle with the impossible Slowly your strength betrays you You can no longer move Then you can no longer bring yourself to care You let yourself sink into the darkness Knowing nothingness awaits you there.